Natural Freedom

That depends wholly and entirely on you.

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.

Thanks man

From what I can tell, you are entirely and utterly still attached to outcome.

There is still much more work for you to put in. The length and difficulty of said process will be determined by your ability to be completely honest, especially with yourself.

The fact that you felt a sense of loss because the night didn't go the way you planned, tells me that you are still not in the right mindset.

The right mindset would be "Hey, I went out, danced my ass off, had some drinks and had a good time. Maybe I didn't get with any chicks, but who gives a shit anyway? I made the night fun all by myself."

To be honest, those two Ethiopian girls you were talking about probably wanted your tip, but you were so absorbed in 'observing' them and their reactions to your 'indifference' that you weren't able to actually observe and analyze correctly.

I think your main issue stems from the fact that you were focused on only those two the entire night, rather than doing your thing during the course of the night and letting potential mates make themselves obvious to you. When I say obvious, I mean obvious to your gut/intuition. It will not be obvious to your brain/ego, at least at first.

Don't be discouraged though, we all fuck up horribly along the way until we reach certain milestones that make the process progressively easier, streamlined, and ironically, less important.

Recently, I think I have reached a certain level of indifference that has allowed my observation and analyzation skills to function uninhibited. With indifference comes peace of mind and clarity. This indifference level has lead to success with women, yet, like so many have said before me, once there is no ego to feed, the reward is so much less fulfilling.

Edit: Here are some excerpts for you to look over, analyze and digest
The first two lines pertain to moments in your night that you could have observed and analyzed better. I can't say for sure because I am not you, but there may be an underlying message behind those two interactions; remember, girls are very subtle. You said these girls are very conservative due to their culture, you've gotta consider that in the moment as well.

The 3rd line is what I like to hear. The problem is you were "trying" to do it. The good news is that it's ok, at least you were trying. Failure is ok, it doesn't matter, remember? Let it go. It will come. If you build it, it will come.

In this case, the building is your push-ups, introspection, inner-work - whatever you want to call it. What comes is the solid, natural, manly mindset that happens to flip the script on these so-called cunning hoes.

It's all about vibe, conditions, situation, etc. TRUST YOUR GUT!
With these ones, I'll give you a hint...

Just ask why? why___? Why did_____?

Don't I know better...?

Who said I read anything?

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Supplication is not part of ball stealing, last time I checked.

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"Simply put, you being in her life is a BLESSING. Her wronging you in any way is her own self-inflicted CURSE, and if she does wrong you, then let the punishment fit the crime. Her life will absolutely SUCK without you."

For what it's worth, I picked up absolutely zero staunchness

Scarf, right on of course - but this is advanced post-grad stuff, and you're writing it for a 1st year.