Natural Freedom

It's been a little bit since I posted and read a lot of the posts.

Been working up north for the last 7 out of 8 weeks for 12-13 hours a day so haven't had much free time but all the things I've been working on are going good. My mindset seems to be pretty much solidified in the way I want it, and my goals are coming along excellently .

Made a big dent in the New Year's resolutions already.

Indifference appears to have solidified on a whole new level as well, I no longer place any value on if someone else who has wronged me or tried to manipulate me has their actions catch up with them. I just simply could care less...all my energy is completely focused on the things within my grasp.

I've also stumbled upon what looks like a legit X-Factor, which is leading me to loosen off on the stubborness that I usually have. It's kinda out of the norm to run into someone like this and it's kinda cool...but at the same time were it not to work out I am perfectly content with my life right now.

Mastering the ways of pimp tightness has proven useful in many ways...I find my ability to make connections and solve things from multiple angles greatly increased even in matters not related to sociology.

Off for 8 weeks at the end of March and my 22 bday. Which is when the super G chamber will really kick in Knocking off some math courses, Krav Maga and Poker.

Oh and my boss turns out to be pretty like minded, haven't showed him the forum but I plan on it. We'll be brainstorming business ideas this week.

So yeah, that's what new. How has everyone else been?

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

If she's afraid of upsetting you so there won't be any fighting and you can get her to do pretty much anything you want with ease then yes you have, do some testing.

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The honey doesn't chase the bee.

A wise man once said "I find that a duck's opinion of me is influenced by whether or not I have bread."

nice post. Good to see that you've finally gotten where you want to be.

Your first X-factor? If it's real then congratulations. I don't think that I've found my first X-factor yet.

There were a few that I considered X-factors that just turned out to be submissive women in general. They didn't test out needless to say.

I would be careful about showing your boss this forum. Everything that glitters ain't gold. Looks can be deceiving. He may just exude the mindset that we have from his status.

Good to see that you'll be getting back into poker. The rewards are high for those who work very hard at the game. It's almost guaranteed money for life if you specialize and due to the weakness of most people at mixed games. It probably is guaranteed money for the next 20-30years in mixed games if you learn them well enough. That would be just in time for you to retire.

She tries not too, but at the same time puts up walls from a previous relationship. I think patience is key here, I'm not gonna push her.
Not completely sure yet...I'll know in time. And thanks
Hmm interesting. Submissive with everyone or just you.
He is pretty similiar to me, we carpool the hour each way to work. I'll probably wait though.
I just like playing lol, I wanna get into mid stakes NL MTT's gonna make a run at it. When I'm sitting at home for 2 months in the spring.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Seen this a million times, drop her!

You won't, but in a few months you'll come back and be like "Fuck, Star was right" Bitches with issues from ex's are all fucked, but it'll be a good experience for you to learn this yourself.

You meet a girl that says to you "My ex turned out to be an asshole, he cheated on me, etc... then she says "But I'm not gonna punish other guys for his behavior". NOW we're talking about a possible keeper.

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The honey doesn't chase the bee.

A wise man once said "I find that a duck's opinion of me is influenced by whether or not I have bread."

That just means she wants you to treat her the same way.

She is giving you her roadmap.

Then it is up to you if you follow it, or throw it in the trash.

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.

Hmm so fun story. When I was away at work she was texting me like I better see you the second you get back. So when I got back I texted her a little bit but never made plans..she didn't respond to the last text. (Ball in her court)

So today being Friday I was like I know . I`ll wait and see if she even texts me and I`ll go about my business. I ended up falling asleep at 7:30 lol. My friends texted asking where I was but no message from her.

She displayed a lot of other good qualities, too bad she could have been something...but I don`t think the work justifies it.

One of the great mysteries is how women as a collective species can be so retarded.
Thanks, never thought of that in this instance. Was too focused on the words

No harm done though, I`ll just initiate radio silence and be an asshole lol.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Depends, if it happened and she stayed with him in spite of it then it's a roadmap, if they were together for a while and he did it and she dumped him for it then you have an emotionally healthier woman...granted she doesn't punish future boyfriends for his behavior like I said.

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The honey doesn't chase the bee.

A wise man once said "I find that a duck's opinion of me is influenced by whether or not I have bread."

I should. I have this thing though, most of the time I like to finish things and not leave open ends.

For example the most indifferent thing to do would be nothing. It would also leave the most space.

But I have this urge to just be like `I don`t see this going anywhere, it`s cool if we are friends though`.

There is something about the second option that relieves tension where I feel the first option would leave it.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Road map. This is true. It definitely was a road map because of the way she was talking with authority.

Definitely not emotionally healthy. You shouldn't have responded at all when she said that. You may have seen those walls drop.

Seems like you didn't switch up your flow to her. Seems like she gave you a cue to switch up your flow.

In the end, it's your choice. Good drop if you're going to do it.

These women aren't blessings.

Resist that urge...this is HER problem, not YOURS.

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EVERYTHING in life is conditional...EVERYTHING.

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[Start of thread hijack:] I'm starting to realise that almost everything that comes out of our mouths reveals something about us. An obvious example recently that illustrates this: I was over by someone's house and nonchalantly called their dog while I was walking walking past it, from a good distance away. It jumped up and excitedly followed me into another area of the house, where I was going. The guys wife was astounded, and said "Wow, you must have doggy treats on you!"

I really had to resist the urge to burst out laughing; I know this woman well enough to know that she keeps score with everyone - she sometimes mentions things that she has done for you or someone else, when it's totally unecessary. Couple that to what she said, and you can easily see that everything she does is solely for the promise of return. It was fucking inconcievable to her that a dog (a dog, for Christ's sake!) would feel affection for someone without the promise of reward......

Only said this, Morph, because judging from your sig you might possibly get a kick out of using these types of insights in your interactions with people.
[End of hijack.]

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"I will not grow in the light, until I pass through the darkest caverns of my heart..."

"Temet Nosce"

I didn't resist it very good, being pissed got the best of me.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

In essence, the first option shows what the second option tells. You can communicate it to her without saying a word. This way you can save the time and energy you will waste on meaningless, endless interactions that may arise.

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The opposite of courage in our society is not cowardice, it's conformity.

Your right, the worst ones are the interactions I have with myself.

Wasted time and effort, they're not gonna change until time forces their hand.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."