Natural Freedom

What exactly do you mean?

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Laying on the floor in a pool of blood and cum
My demons lay beside as I kiss them one by one
Then on that day I met a force that nothing will compare
I was born the son of evil when I fuck the devil there!

Yeah, Fufe

You have a lot of the knowledge but it comes down to the scene in the first Matrix where Neo is talking to the oracle and she says he has the gift but is waiting to use it for some reason...holding himself back.

I'm honestly still trying to sort out what happened to me. It's like a dam burst and everything solidified almost overnight.

When I say treasure collecting not as in a video game. Just kicking back and seeing how much I can charge for my time lol. It's easy not to feel guilty when you think about how many drinks and free shit women have had given to them...it's only the foodchain at work.

Look at Alienware I just bought an X51 i7 with 16GB of Ram and A Geforce 660. It's so dope, Alienware makes really good shit

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Exactly !!!! I told myself couple times "Wow, all that held myself was me" and I am probably still doing it

Holy shiiiiiiiit I'm puking rainbows, I could record all kind of games on that beaty !!!!
Btw, on the site they say it comes with 6Gb ram, you upgraded

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Clever didn't think of it in that way I was wondering why you stuck to investment especially with your recent awakening and transformation at least now I know we are both in agreement.
Didn't expect an answer from you sensei I definitely agree with the prior, not sure if I understand the latter at least in your sense. As far as interactions with these ho's goes, its never truly over they keep boomeranging back in your life most of the time in unexpected ways. Is that what you meant?

Also are you still talking to your ex-keeper? I have this sensation in my gut that you are if so do your thang.
I'm around the DMV area physically, health wise and home wise yes I'm good. Financially I got set back if isn't one thing it sure is another. This delays my Ascension to awesomeness now I have to reconfigure some things I was actually going to use this check to finally pay off my car this would have sped the process up so much more.

I just have to remind myself this is a force that is out of my control nothing can be done ( In my current state anyway ) I agree with Kidd it does seem like you are waiting to be rescued but like everyone else here you must save yourself the last thing you want to be especially with your mindset is a burden. I know the answer and so do you its up to you to face that part of yourself.



THIS!! I see you posted before me so its probably a little late or right on time depending on you look at it. Now dig deeper the answer you seek is definitely there.

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~There's weakness in the hearts of all humans are you afraid to acknowledge yours... ~
Mr. Todo

Because I am honest (and possibly bitter, angry, aggressive), when someone asks for my opinion, they usually don't ask me again. Hence disappearing (less communication)

Example :
Ex roommate talked about her makeup, and I say that as she gets older she will have to wear more and more, to go to the gym more and more just to conserve the illusion of keeping a well kept body ... when she could develop other qualities instead of trying to beat mother nature ... the look on her face

'They' (people in general) majoritarily don't aknowledge what I say, or change subjects, or take it as a joke, everything that keep them for letting the bullet hit them ... that's what I meant.

Well looking back it's not true that they don't come back, it's just that circumstances separate us most of the time and/or as I don't cater to their wants or emotions, they face themselves when in my company, and prefer to kill time / small talk with other people ...

Their loss, I'm still calibrating on when to say an an honest opinion or just shut up and enjoy their whining ... (for some reason I grow more and more fond of women being emotional, there's something that attracts me to their outbreaks now, all that energy floating in the air, I can't stop laughing).

Long ass response, sorry

@Resonance :

@Fufe : READ Grinus's signature, again and again and with the pushups Kidd advise, peel back the layers of your onion...

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"You can tell a lot about a person by how they react when someone dies." - Charlie Kirk

In terms of mindset tuning...everything is your fault.

You have to be responsible for your own inner space, or your just spinning your wheels.

Your inner manifests the outer, not in an absolute sense. It's not like oh I'm pimp tight so therefore since my inner is more machine than human and nothing will ever happen externally anymore. So this girl/guy disrespects you that's reflective of your mindset. It's how your dealing with it that ultimately shows where your at.

Fufe I think what your struggling with the most right now is...you haven't found the line between what is your responsible for and what is simply not worth your time or resources.

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

Funny is, that I know all you said and am thinking about it for about a week now.
However this sounds semi-true. Will figure out why

You know all that it boils down to is two things:
1. Doing my pushups
2. Digging deep, releasing and letting go (My thoughts changed after releasing some stuff)

BTw, with the coming winter I caught like a second wind, I never liked winter but boy the snow and cold I love it ! (no idea why)

Kind of...and yeah I still deal with my PBM (Possible Baby Mama)...I must admit she is a STUNNING pregnant woman...just sucks I can't appreciate it. ...well I mean I do...sexually.

All will be revealed on that topic in due time...the baby is due mid-December and I plan to have a Q-Tip in his mouth before the cord gets cut.

For a sneak preview, let's just say I made peace with situation months ago...just let go and am doing me. If it's not mine, mulligan haha...if it is, I already have measures in place to turn that scenario to my favor, which I will detail if it is indeed mine. Stay tuned!
Now THAT'S WHAT I LIKE TO HEAR! Keep it up!

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At my last job, I fucked two out of 3 of our receptionists...they worked at desks side by side. Because I took the time to get to know them, see where their heads were at, and get them to agree to a very detailed contract, I never had a single solitary issue from either of them.

I used to love to walk into the office and see them working away, side by side...and then they would look up and try to out smile each other with hellos...good times.

Full Disclousure: One was single, the other was dating someone. ...oh and the 3rd one might be finally starting to come around.

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EVERYTHING in life is conditional...EVERYTHING.

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