Went to a bar tehehe, I'm quite drunk as I post this. Keeping that in mind
Went to West Edmonton Mall bars, not really my usual scene but meh. Gotta switch it up right. Anyways so my friend is outside smoking in this this tiny smoking area, there is this girl slightly behind me against the wall, I see her subconsciously look at me and make mental note, her friends notice me as well. I chill for several seconds then position myself against the wall, I did this for 2 reasons.
1. My comfort and my body come before anything.
2. Better position.
So I face away from them and continue to talk to my buddy. I kinda casually look over at one of the girls and she is looking at me so I'm like Sup?. And then we're chilling with like a group of 7 one guy. I make mental note of the guy, he seems to be with one girl. She has inner anger she doesn't express. The guy comes from a more easy going family, his mother doesn't place pressure on his father.
Within 10 seconds I have profiled everyone in the group, how they tick (in basic) and why. The one calls me carrot top and they all touch my hair , I'm like yeah you can never call me that
. We chill for a couple more seconds, blah blah they go inside for a drink....I let them without pursuing, the chess board is layed.
We go inside and grab a drink and are chilling one table away, i go up to the one girl and I'm like hey come grab a drink
she comes and we had to wait forever so she's like I'm going to sit down so we go to the other side of the bar. And I'm like she's not getting a drink lol she ditched.....sooo I walk by her friends and her one friend grabs my hair again and I'm like heyyyy. and chill somemore go sit down finish my drink...read her friends. Then go back and I'm like hey come dance with me, and she is stoked she yells back to her friend, get us drinks, so were on the middle of the floor and says it's too crowded, takes me off to the side and is like this is better, I smile. 2 guys start hitting on her, I chill she frowns and looks at me so I spin her so my back is too them...then a fight breaks out.. We get off the floor and watch hehehe, we get back. No drink for me..mental strike. She leaves. I let her. Eventually she comes back, I'm like come get a drink. buy her in drink in short it was done after that.
Kidd I don't think I can play into a frame. I cannot reduce myself to the infantile bullshit braindead thinking of the average girl. But maybe I need to learn to, but it's quite hard. I keep my emotions to myself in check by the logical thinking of my brain. I can lay out situations multiple situations in advance, why should I reduce myself to the stupidity of a guy in a bar, to smart for that shit. Fuck
Edit: what's really interesting is my first read, about 2 seconds in was......attention whore...go figure