I don't know if it's relevant...
But today I figured definitely out why ceratin type of girls attract me like no other.
These girls are acting strong, calm and yet wild, maybe you can say introverted, then I would say emotionally stable. Most guys are afraid of them, thinks of them as dangerous, aggresive or have respect.
But in reality,from my experience, ALL of them are sensitive, have inner conflicts and want a man's compassion, touch, comfort, safety from him - Like any other woman basically, to be feminime. But to be that guy, one has to be stronger than them and see through that shit they act.. And I happen to be one of them.
The thing is, for some reason, this attracts me so much, I can't even describe. I don't know the reason.
But thing is I myself am sensitive and compassionate in heart, but people say I seem strong (mentally), calm, emotionally stable and assertive. So, basically, it's like I'm attracted to that which is like me, but only with the feminime essence behind it all..
if anybody gets this and have something to say, I'm open for anything.. I don't even know why I'm writing it, funny
the way I see it is simple:
you said:
But today I figured definitely out why ceratin type of girls attract me like no other.
These girls are acting strong, calm and yet wild
you are looking for that strong, calm and yet wild side In you. And when you see it on the outside it triggers something that you want to have.
See I used to wonder why I want feminine energy so much and then I realized that I have repressed that part in me and that's why I was looking for it on the outside. I thought it was weak so I repressed it.
But when I saw that The Kidd and even David X have a feminine side in them and they are very strong - I thought: yes, if they can have it then it's OK.
I started to embrace that side in me and then I was no longer looking for it on the outside...