I feel so angry and ashamed.
Her texts:
You still mad?
How was the show?
Just wanted to let you know that am hooking up tonight
Sorry
We were fighting friday and I don't know what the real underlying issue was and that bothers me. I want to figure out 'why' she did what she did, because I want to feel better about this. I feel like my value has taken a huge hit. I gave her far more than she deserved, and she even said I was the best thing in her life. Yet she wants to throw it all away. Worst part to me is she doesn't even break-up properly, she just says hey I'm going to hook-up and I don't care about you; like I don't actually matter.
Only 2 reasons women cheat:
1. Because of u not satisfying her needs, sexually and/or emotionally, mentally. Work hard to get her, got her, got complacent. Not leading her, not being ”her man”. Did`t made her feel sexy, wanted and appreciated. Don`t have goals for yourself. Don`t have boundaries as what u will or not willing to put up with. Insecure, emotional, needy, predictable. Doesn`t respect you.
2. U did all of the above, then it`s just who she is. ”Once a cheater, always a cheater”. Big chance that she will cheat on the other dude too.
”We were fighting friday” -
I wish a woman would raise her voice at me!
It`s so outside my reality I don`t even know how that feels like.