I literally hate people.
They disgust me. People in general disgust me.
I´m pissed off, I literally want to kill someone right now.
I did the "look at your pictures" excercise and I HATE MYSELF.
I thought I was self-reflected but FUCK I´ve been doing this self analysing shit till my head literally BURST.
Every single step in trying to understand how dynamics work took myself away from being me.
I have NO sense of identity left, no friends circle anymore (and I only feel hypothetically sorry for myself about it because they can suck some dick in hell anyways, fuckin cunts), I hate anything regarding family.
Family bonds are the biggest fucking lie of all. The only lie bigger then any fucking cunt on this planet loving you "for you". Love, like thats an legit emotion or some SHIT.
Like ANYBODY STICKS AROUND WHEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN.
They never do, never will.
I hate being close to people because I NEED it.
I´ve been left behind, misunderstood, abused, mislead, fucked over, emotionally raped, put down, laughed about, being gossiped about, cheated on, lied to MY FUCKING FACE, when I KNEW FOR A FACT THAT THEY WERE LYING. And they WOULD NOT STOP, and blame me for being paranoid, like I was having hallicunation and trust issues. I SURE DO NOW YOU CUNTS.
PEOPLE ARE FUCKING RETARDED AT UNDERSTANDING OTHER PEOPLE TOO. I hate them for it.
Self-serving, fake ass motherfuckers. Self-centered pretentious hypocrites.
This whole fucking species of humans needs to get wiped-the-fuck-out.
Fortunately they´re on a constant path of self destruction otherwise I`D DO IT MY SELF.
I dread interaction by now because people are always the same unaware bitches anyway.
Some day I hope this whole shitty planet just blows the hell up, and everyone can have nice eternity in hell.