I feel super 24/7 because I have learned to accept myself for who I am.
Yet somehow it feels incomplete
Is it a bad thing...
What anyone writes is irrelevant. What matters is where YOU feel something is missing. You would not be compelled to think about this at all, let alone post and ask about it, if there were clarity and resolution. Is it objectively right or wrong to remove yourself from the game and the things that trigger you? Irrelevant. Some part of you wants more. Another part is more than happy to hang out there forever, it's certainly nice enough. That's the conflict that is reflected in wanting someone else to give an answer about the right or wrong way.
Your attention, and your questions, go to that part of you that is not fully satisfied. The answers are there directly.
I've never experienced them before, or if I have, I never let them become consuming
CAN you? Will you actually become consumed? What might happen, what might you do? If detachment is your only option, you are missing half of the universe. You are also not free to choose either option. A very attractive prison is still prison. Something wants out.