Wow, I like your point of view davidhnow, well... most of it, except that "bad boy"-like calling women sluts. Nowadays, there are no sluts in my reality, no matter how much they are called that by others, or considered that by unaware/bad belief blindness looking. They're also not hot, anymore (thank you, Cory Skyy).
They are just women... cute women everywhere, no matter how they act, how much make-up they wear, what their race is, what their emotional state is, what their thoughts are... they are super likable and sweet and they are sooo easily lovable. It's harder to see past all the temporary masks in some of them, but I'm realizing there are more and more quality women all around my reality.
With videos, it's easy for me to dislike "social" behavior in women, like those new SNSD videos. But in person, everything changes. As I'm loving and accepting everything more and more, and especially related to women, those "social" women are almost as cute as the others... And, as some months ago I realized, they might need my love way more than super "natural" "alpha" women.
Please, excuse me if I sound like bragging, since very recently it looks to me as if I was bragging when I talk this way about things. I'm conscious, and it's okay, just wanted to let you know. And yeah, I might exaggerate a little bit a few things, as they're affirmations... but getting (and a lot already) true anyway.
By the way, I've offered myself completely (or almost) to the Universe a few times, because I feel myself sometimes as "under-used": there are a lot of women out there who could benefit (in the best possible ways) from me; and I would learn anyway no matter what. I love women a lot, and they know it, I really wish they get a chance with me, past all my subconscious non-understandable rejections of them (I even wonder if it's my way to have zero women so that I become awakened or something). I have a lot to give, and I cannot but receive from them at the same, for me the mere act of observing women gives me soo much good, and now I can do it without fear, open, without hiding it or hiding myself. I also feel somewhat in debt to women, because they've literally brought to live in so many levels
Lol, it's a pity there is no smiley of crying with a smile, because it's happening this way
I hope the best for you guys.