Roark's post anchors a lot of the power behind my confidence. It is the equivalent of what gives Neo his supreme mastery over The Matrix...him KNOWING that he is 'The One'.
It's basically CONfirmation, isn't it
?
(not to the point of complete inaction, mind you...),
And ^^THIS^^ has been my major issue with women all along, although I think I very recently got to the root of this through meditation and "personal demon meeting and greeting" (love this phrase
!). I may post on that elsewhere later, but right now i'd rather explore it some more. Very perceptive (as usual) you pointing it out. Thank you.
How old are you Mr roark ?
About Kidd!!'s age (maybe a few months younger), but NOWHERE near as sexually accomplished, although my post suggests that the quantity of sexual experiences is not as important as the information gleaned through keeping your senses and mind open in even just ONE tryst.....
[Edit: do I really need to reaffirm, however, that Kidd!! has experienced both the quantity AND the quality?]
Also I think I should say that in my opinion my falling into these situations and experiencing them in this way was also due to not doing it "to impress the fellas", and this has serious implications: if you fuck a woman because you want to impress the guys (social validation), then by the phenomenon of mirroring, you will probably attract a partner who will want to display you as a "trophy catch" (social validation again) and use & manipulate you accordingly (although Kidd!! will probably confirm that they'll try it anyway regardless of the type of man you are), either because she is inherently this way, or equally likely because as you are, so she will become......
......and this could very well explain the predicament of 99% of the male population on this planet.
Shit, sometimes when I would call the woman afterwards just to make sure she is 'okay' (God was I fucking naive
), the vibe I would get, as opposed to the words, would be "Don't worry - we're cool. I just wanna know when we're gonna fuck again."
. Was fucking mystifying back then.....
And the ironic thing is that despite my post-red pill bitterness, women don't try to manipulate me nearly as badly as they do other men (they do it still, cause women will be women, but they have not fucked me over NEARLY as badly as I have seen them fuck over others), not even in my naive days before finding this site. A lot of my anger has actually been due to what you guys have pointed out and what I have subsequently observed happening to others, but not to me. Actually, I only noticed the other day that women have been holding doors open for ME. And guys in my country always bitch about how when they're on the road, women NEVER give them a break (to let them out of a junction, etc.). I used to keep my mouth shut, but this was alien to me - they have always been pretty kind to me on the road.......
Maybe it's just an example of 'you get what you are'.
Caveat - this doesn't make the red pill any less crucial to our development, nor does it sweeten the taste one fucking bit (as my experience shows).