Dude, you make it harder for black people like me to get a job.
You're in your mid 20's and don't what you're going to do. You're telling about first shift. Wtf. You are soooooo unreliable.
You've been hired up multiple times with no college degree.
Wtf are you doing. Figure out out your shit.
FYI, you don't need to be asking about this. Go to sleep early and wake up and do your job. I put in over 1k applications to get nothing. You are consistently getting handing something and figuring out ways to fuck it up. Grow up dude.
This isn't me being egotistical. This is me like looking at advantages you've been handed multiple times only to overthink and piss on.
I haven't had a job in 8 months because of racism. However, you by pass all racial barriers, get hired up for crying out loud, and then start overthinking the shit. Wtf.
Dude, figure your shit out.
Don't care if I get flak. He's fucked up the clout path so many times You were something before a personal trainer; you were something as a personal trainer with no work out skills; you were a kitchen prep or waiter for an upscale restaurant; now you're a customer service agent for air traffic control? Do you even really know or understand what you do?
Guys like you are why I will never apply for another job again.
How are you fucking up Nepotism in your mid 20's or early 30's?
I literally haven't done that mess since like 17.
Its the generation of the millenials I understand well, this generation lacks grit, work ethic, self awareness, compassion, and expect everything to be handed to them.
You seem to have a habit of overthinking things and generally getting into these patterns where you find a path, see something you don't like (or something in you that is preventing you from walking that path), ask for help, usually ignore the advice (or at the very least question it), and then start a new path where you repeat the cycle. You've PMed me quite a few times, and I never got the sense lending advice ever helped much, it always just seemed to spawn either doubt or more questions.
It sounds like he doesn't believe in himself to rise to the occasion he is his own obstacle.