I really think you guys
are making this more complicated than it needs to be.
I speak for myself, I definitely do! I know my reasons for it.
I wasn't ready for it and still feel at times I'm not, BUT the difference this time around is I'm going to keep showing up.
I would get caught in a vortex of thinking and thinking.
I would get nothing done, except feeling like shit.
“
If you spend too much time thinking about a thing, you’ll never get it done.” ~Bruce Lee
Let me ask you a question how do you eat an elephant?
One bite at a time
Correct
Moose, seems like your trying to eat the elephant all in one sitting.
Put the spoon down, your
FULL.
You've done what you can, brought it to the surface.
Trust the process and let it do what it needs on it's own.
In terms of working out:
You workout, then you REST.
You rest to let the muscles do what they need do (rebuild).
Get it?
It wasn't that long ago for me I have been in your situation but more like I came back full circle and landed directly back at square one, "What is the purpose of my existence" but this time I finally have an answer for it.
If your talking about purpose/vision then I understand. I too clarified what's my purpose being here (this forum) and what I want to do; in short it HELPS.
Very nice TheKidd; simple & profound.
The power we have in ourselves is truly UNIMAGINABLE.
I can't imagine how great I can be.
It can be bigger than the picture my mind has.
I saw my true self.
If you can see something, it isn't you.
You are whatever is doing the seeing.
If you can picture this, it's trippy!