This story I'm about to illustrate all happened on the night before Thanksgiving last year. I was taking a break from the forum and really digging the microscope deep within my illusions. The night went along as such...
I was in a nice part of town, ocean view, fancy rich white people, and cool weather visiting my sister. My company was my sister and her besty. We sipped and chatted on drinks at her bachelor pad place. After refreshing our looks we exited to head out into town.
Our first spot was a nice little dive bar that seemed like it was the spot. The crowd was late 20's to 30's and 40's. Once again it was a classy and rich crowd; my sister and I are not at all rich (she has her own business in the works, and for myself, well I'm in school building my resume
). Anywho, as usual when going out with my sister it looks as though I'm the youngest one in the venue. Fairly used to that fact and comfortable with it. Has matured me a bit more being around mature people; for the most part. I light chat with my sisters friends, but something is different tonight. I'm glowing
One of my sisters friends takes a liking to me. Evidence stacking. Touching of my arm and eye contact with a bit of shit teasing and flirting, "OMG you're such a young one!"
. Like I said things where different for me tonight. It was as if I was watching all of the chaos unfold wile I was on top of a mountain looking down in peace and quiet. It was blissful and SPACIOUS!
We switched venues to a hipper joint with a bit of a younger crowd. People here liked to party the day before Thanksgiving. I'm just having a blast the entire night. To describe my experience a bit more is easier now, then when it was happening. When it was happening I wasn't at all worried about WHY I felt like this, instead I was enjoying the feeling of it. To describe it I felt: indifferent to girls, people, everything in the venue. If someone told me "to fuck off" that night I would have definitely laughed it away. This was the night I experienced
SPACE for the 1st time, and fellas it's FUCKING EPIC!
Back to my sister group. We chilled at this new venue and the girl digging me at the prior spot is still on my nutz. Now, though her other friend has jumped aboard TheDude train now too, but her bf is with us.
I observed and stacked the evidence: touching, eyes light up when talking to me, body positioning was fully engaged to me when talking. I could give a shit about any of it all, and in return these girls thrived on it! I felt so much space within that these girls couldn't wait to fill it up. Shit was in slow-mo for me. I was giggling inside my head before responding to the shit that was happening.
I head to the bar to grab a beer for my sister and me, and low and behold the bartender, who has HUGE knockers, has starry eyes for me. I'm feeling it and engage.
Simple.
Me:Hi.
Her: Hi! (with a fat grin on her face and plops her knockers on the table for a better view).
I ask for two beers and then ask her name, she places her hand out for me to grab it. I grab it and hold onto it to see if shes okay with it while still talking. She was liking it. It keeps going to where I ask when do you get off; felt right to ask. She replies with "At 2AM, but I'm not doing anything after." Note takin. Wrap up the conversation and leave with an evil grin.
Back with our original group and hoe#1 is on my nutz. 30+, blondie, big tits, and MILF. We flirt a bit, and she's just filling all the free space I have!
Her sister takes exotic pictures of women for a living, so I know this hoe has "naughty" in her blood. The night goes on.
I leave to the bar again on my own, but this time to a different part of it. I see two broads sitting down, and casually walk up and approach with a simple "Hi", but then I leave it open for their response and gauge it from there (it was a Cold-Approach and I didn't stack any evidence for them; I was feeling to good, and didn't care if they weren't interested). They took the bait and opened up. I sit down in between them after getting tired of standing. I leave and come back to them later on...fast forward 20 minutes and I come back to the bar near them. Girls friend who I was intially interested looks at me when I return and says in a grunting voice: "PICK UP MY JACKET!" It fell on the floor and this hoe was to lazy to grab it! I look at her with a cold look of wtf. I'm silent. She says it again. I think not even a please bitch? I walk away laughing not have grabbing her jacket. Strong evidence about to come! The girl I was interested in comes after me.
Her: I'm sorry my friend can be a bitch sometimes. Want to walk with me?
Me: Sure.
We walk, she goes to the bathroom. I'm still feeling great, just emptied out in space. What happens next? A sexy blonde, my type and age, walks by me and love taps my nutz and keeps walking. Wth
Did that just happen? Coincidence? NOPE. Unconscious or Conscious? That I am not sure, and would be interested to hearing your views on how to approach, or, stack that evidence.
In my state anything felt possible. It was a small glimpse into how Neo felt with agents and decoding it all; probably how Kidd and Grinuis feel on a daily level!
Fast forward again. Me and hoe I approached have spent some alone time together for 20 minutes. My sisters about to leave and I tell her I'll find a ride home somehow. She smiles and is a little worried. Sisters group of friends, especially the one who was jocking me, was disappointed to hear I'm not going with them. I was having to much fun to leave, even knowing sex was probably on the frontier with that broad the mental and spiritual state I was in was WAY BETTER than that! I later find out from my sisters besty that their friend who was into me asked their permission if they would care if she hooked up with me.
I spend the remaining time with the girls I approached. No shit came from the girl I refused to pick up the jacket for. It comes time to leave and I exit with them. They take me and their other guy friend to a sweet spot near the ocean. Firstly, we got picked up by private rides (not taxis; black car guy wearing a suit. These girls where LOADED). Other homeboy busts out some coke at the house; I passed on it. After some drinks and my girls is getting all cozy on my lap and sees that we can't fool around in her friends studio we all embark onto the next house; her friends dad's vacation home. This place was off the hook! Decked out and fancy. From their...to bring it to an end...I stick this girl and give her a bruising to remember.
Her dog was in the room with us, and it didn't know if I was hurting her owner or engaging the fuck out of her...I thought I might have a dog chewing on my ass for a second!
But, I was cool.
Fast forward again. We exchange numbers and SHE drops me off. We text a bit. I engage in on my 30 day meditation, and I haven't mentioned this, but I also engaged in 30 days without sex, masturbation, or porn (that was another trip!). I completed that and felt good about it. But, this whole time we're texting I know I can't fool around with this broad, so I'm a bit aloof and indifferent. Btw, I didn't really have feelings for this chick; just fucking which I learned drives the hoes crazy.
Our texts gradually get naughtier and I can feel and stack the evidence from her text, "I WANT YOU NOW!", type of deal that this hoe is craving me. There where a few times where she was willing to drive up to my school to see me.
Flattering, but a bit crazy. I forget to mention this girl is LOADED, 40, yoga teacher with an ass of a fit 20 year old
, and very submissive. I played around and tried to see how I could use her BEING LOADED to my advantage. I got her to buy a toy for us: a sex wedge. Plus, the other times we met up she picked me up and dropped me off, bought me food, and smoked me out, plus I got to stay in another million dollar home that she was house sitting for.
Good times!
What I learned from all this:
1. SPACE is fucking it! Keep on the path here and walk through the necessary doors.
2. Once you reach a point sex and females truly become "nothing", true indifference. (and I am in no way saying I have reached this point, just have experienced it)
3. Give a girl space and she will do the majority off the work while you just kick back.
4. Patience! Kidd stated it, and now I'm restating it. Shit is IMPORTANT! To quote the Kidd for the young one's including myself
As soon you come up, you fuck up.
Patience.
5. Have more going on than a girl and she will feel the need to get your attention. (goes with #3)
I will add that during the month I didn't see this girl, she had all that time to "fill in the lines" about me. Her mind went crazy over me and fantasized about me to where at one point I thought that this was almost unfair!
SYKE! She kept digging herself deeper and deeper into me, without me even doing a thing. When we first met after the bar, she came within 5 seconds, no joke. She was moaning and wet as Niagra Falls!
Anyways, didn't mean to boast and inflate my ego, probably did a little bit, but thought this was an experience to share to all you fellas. And just another story to show that if you stick with it the rewards come, and I must reiteriate the rewards are NOT even getting MORE PUSSY the true rewards are DEEPER than your mind can think of. I don't even have that many hoes on my train right now. I can see them jocking, but I'm to focused on myself to take my attention of me right now.
Like to thank Kidd, Pere, Star, Sniper, and apologies to all of the rest I forget (Golden, Pokemon, Flow, Moose, you know who you are) for opening doors that I had my back too. This journey is not an easy one, but IT'S THE ONE.
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