Much of everything here is
PURE GOLD!!! Valuable stuff that could cost years of time and money if looked for on your own!!! (I don't even grasp the truth of that last sentence as much as I'd like)
With all the great advice and direction I find myself continuously coming to roadblocks of "this is not correct to treat women this way", "where is the compassion", and other things similar to those. WTF! Definitely making this road way harder for myself then it needs be. I'm not a loony, not anymore
, where I enjoy watching myself struggle.
I can't distinguish if these are moral issues I'm having from being raised by mother, or, skewed perceptions. I am beginning to believe that I've been preached to death by the women in my family, who I respected dearly as a young boy, about how not to treat a woman badly and be the "perfect gentleman". Sometimes I'm way overboard with my hospitality and I catch myself in the act "Yo thedude...way too much. step back. now.".
Anyone else have similar resistance to this knowledge like your dude had?!
Peace