Natural Freedom

It took a long time to figure this out, but...I wanted to have pussy and to be a pussy magnet, because it would make me FEEL GREAT ABOUT MYSELF!

I believed like many others that if I just had a gf or girls to fuck that all my problems (more like 'situations') would all vanish. But, learning through experience and realization what actually happened was after the girl went away my problems only came back stronger and much more potent.

Girls won't solve your problems or make you feel GREAT inside. Ya an amazing bj will slap a smile on your face and heart...for a bit but what happens when your all alone at night and it's quiet? It may creep back at night; the voices of dislike and negativity.

Girls should be the cherry on top of an already fucking great sunday!

(I'm still in the process and have not fully untangled myself from this mess, but I am damn more awake NOW, than I was before.)

This is true for a lot of people. Trying to address an external situation and fix it instead of looking at what's happening inside to cause it and avoiding the truth and reality altogether. Ie., trying to become indifferent to get women instead of looking at why you aren't indifferent and eliminating it for the freedom it brings.

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Take it easy, man. But take it.