http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouiddOtiAS8
This has been my new attitude since this new year got started.
"No Mercy No Mercy No Mercy No Mercy I ain't neva gonna say die"!
Ho's lie niggas jive thats what O.G. told me my ghetto my ghetto if you make it to see 25 nigga you an O.G.
Shout out to Lil Boosie
So I turned 25 2 days ago
As I woke up and went about my day I thought about all my experiences all the truths I discovered and how to truly move in this world. People was talking about having a quarter life crisis at this age
So I just went with it and to see how people reacted most of them just laughed but I did say it in a funny way so that makes sense.
As I thought all of these things going throughout the day I realized I truly have nothing to be sad about, nothing to be happy about. Although I was in a particularly good mood for some reason it seemed nothing could phase me at all that day I guess having beautiful weather really makes the difference. But in this moment to moment mentally and emotionally I felt fantastic and yet at the same time indifferent it was strange its like all my concerns and worries as well as my attachments to certain things just washed over me and nothing seemed to matter to me any more. Whether I lived whether I died I had this strange realization which really dawned on me the moment it entered my mind.
Once I just let everything go I felt at peace all the inner turmoil I had just vanished like the world was at a standstill. The work was easy I could more easily talk to people like everything didn't seem to matter anymore. I guess this is what true freedom felt like I almost feel I was a little kid again.
After ending work on the best note that it could have my friends took me out and got me shots from the jump. I had invited 2 of my clients to come join us one of them showed up on time and proceeded to drink from there we were bar hopping and the rest was kind of hazy because I don't remember a thing from that point on. I can remember points where I phased in and out the rest of the night, I remember how my 2nd client finally came brought me a drink and that was the last I've seen of her.
The last thing I remembered really was having a handful of ass and lip action at the end when I was getting dropped off. This is my client I was doing this with she is a little chunky but still has curves and has a cute face and just before I had gotten dropped off I realized I don't have my keys or wallet and I remembered I had left them at work because I knew I was going to be tore up and I didn't want to basically lose my life the gym was closed so I knew I was going have to crash at old girls place we got there and I was dead to the world.
I woke up yesterday morning and I don't remember shit
all I knew I heard a sweet angelic voice behind me I looked at my arm and see that there was a band around my arm. I got up I looked at my surroundings I see old girl walking around in nothing but a bathrobe and I'm in an apartment that I knew wasn't mine
.
She said yes this isn't your place, still her mouthy self talking shit but it didn't phase me
. But she sure knew how to cater to a man though, she fixed your boy some breakfast and order some pizza later on in the day. Also I remembered last night she said she was shocked how I was acting towards her
because when I'm at work I'm always so professional I told her of course its my job its a must. She says if I wasn't drunk I sure wouldn't be acting like this I kept a mental note of that I'm going to have her experience just what a day in the life of Resonance is really like
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Anyway in a subtle way I started grabbing and smacking a handful of ass then slowly building up little by little to more intimate means until eventually I had her on her back and I was squeezed in between her legs just shy of penetration. She said I can grab anything but I couldn't get in her cookie box I guess this is that LMR B.S. that these females put you through. I was cool with it so I did just that while cuddled up watching the T.V.
She said she wanted to take a nap so she invited me with her to her best friends room to take a nap in. By this time I actually got bored and really did want to take a nap so this is where I applied Grinus favorite move and gave her
space I was trying to nap and she was moving all around she said it was hot so I told her to take that hot ass robe off and she did. She was in bra and panties I had her practically naked but even then I was trying to take a nap but then all of sudden she patted my ass talking about how nice it was, then she started wrapping her legs around me and wanted to talk so I took what The Kidd says and I let the bitch tell me her life story and we were just shooting the shit from there.
So I decided to have a little fun, with all that shit she be talking at my job I decided to test it out I rolled her on top of me and she started sucking on my neck kissing on me. She talking about she was hungry so I said I got something I could feed her with
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She said she wasn't giving me head but I wasn't tripping I just let her do her do until she got to the bottom talking about can she bite it
. but after while she really was hungry and we ordered pizza and we just chilled the rest of the time. After the movie she took me home I think we got something going on for next Friday I will confirm it the next time I see her at work.
But I basically left with blue balls I didn't trip about not getting any birthday sex but the blue balls hurt like a motherfucker almost like being congested. So anyway I had more fun on 25th b day then I did my 21st I got wasted like no other.
Feedback or questions anyone please feel free to chime in
I can have an awesome B-day or not depending on how I let external circumstances affect me. So I made a choice to make it the best day of my life even if was just another ordinary work day but after last night it was anything but.