Something I'm finding more and after talking with peregrinus. Is looking at the other side of the picture how insecure most women are in themselves. All them attempting to run game is futile try at altaring a dynamic that is shifting more and more in my favour.
It kinda feels like that point in the second Matrix, where all the agents are swarming Neo in the yard. I bit the bullet and make a lot of sacrifices that weren't easy mentally, physically, or emotionally. Once you push yourself to a certain point you begin to realize how much energy you spend on things that don't really matter. Like when you inadvertantly threaten other's egos. And they try to beef with you...really doesn't matter. They cannot compare, and probably won't admit it so who cares.
Something peregrinus pointed out that I think is happening is they're employing a form of ego protection...feeding their ego by rejecting me. Sucks for them, because I lot of them I geniunely find attractive but they cannot seem to get out of their head enough to see what is happening in reality.
It's basically a complete reversal of my position when I was 15. Feels good
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