Last night I learned a few things:
While going out with a girl and her friend. I realized (in progression of the night):
1. Sometimes I chat too much personal & rapport type conversations with the girls that I am sexually into. When instead I should keep it light and touchy. With the girl I'm with in the beginning of first meeting her (a few months ago) I was a bit too into her time wise and not sexual enough. Rather we shared personal stories that I feel has gotten in the way of getting more sexual.
2. With the girl who I like I was too kissy kissy in the bar. I wasn't enjoying my own space in the bar & needed or wanted her more than just enjoying myself.
3. A few drinks are fine, but anymore and I start to lose focus and charisma. I'm learning what the best amount for me is. And a future goal is to go out & not even rely on the old "liquid courage" for support or a jump start.
4. I finally realized how insecure woman are!
After going back home with my friend and fooling around I realized how insecure she was after having pre-pillow talk. She is attractive in my eyes, but her image of herself is so off and jaded.
A fun night! And I also learned that I take things & more importantly LIFE
too seriously! 