Natural Freedom

Last night I learned a few things:



While going out with a girl and her friend. I realized (in progression of the night):

1. Sometimes I chat too much personal & rapport type conversations with the girls that I am sexually into. When instead I should keep it light and touchy. With the girl I'm with in the beginning of first meeting her (a few months ago) I was a bit too into her time wise and not sexual enough. Rather we shared personal stories that I feel has gotten in the way of getting more sexual.

2. With the girl who I like I was too kissy kissy in the bar. I wasn't enjoying my own space in the bar & needed or wanted her more than just enjoying myself.

3. A few drinks are fine, but anymore and I start to lose focus and charisma. I'm learning what the best amount for me is. And a future goal is to go out & not even rely on the old "liquid courage" for support or a jump start.

4. I finally realized how insecure woman are!
After going back home with my friend and fooling around I realized how insecure she was after having pre-pillow talk. She is attractive in my eyes, but her image of herself is so off and jaded.

A fun night! And I also learned that I take things & more importantly LIFE too seriously!

Bravo!

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.