Edit by admin: the opening thread about the book is here:
http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopi ... =17&t=1288
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I've jumped on the angry bandwagon after reading the Manipulated Man the 2nd time through, today I had a purge of strong emotions on and off, this shit hit me deeper than I thought.
This is what I realised:
The initial rejection that sent me on a downwards spiral years ago did not define me as a person, those bitches acted according to the program towards an outcast at the bottom of the totem pole, the reason I felt bad about it is because I looked to women as a measure of my own worth and as Kidd mentioned the mother's conditioning, that and too much television....had I the awareness back then that I have now I would be living a completely different life.
When my career kicks off and miraculously female attention comes my way I will make them jump through rings of fire for my time (if they're lucky) if that means fewer options then so be it, as it stands now I have practically none anyway and yet, somehow I'm still alive....
On the plus side I feel more empowered and that much more immune to women's bullshit tactics, I no longer have the desire for anything that ressembles a relationship, let alone an occasional sex partner, like I'm gonna give the benefit of the doubt to the few that recognise some value that I have even now, they didn't give a shit before they saw my potential anyway, so fuck it.
As pissed off as I am now I will use this anger in a positive manner, I will hold my tongue and not be an asshole unless it's necessary.
