Natural Freedom

I did some introspection today and figured out where this low gut feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks came from.

A big chunk of it is disappointment from what I expected from relationships, this girl and I are close but when I check in with myself I don't feel as strongly as she does.

I started thinking about that and my gut told me this: "don't long for something more, go on as you did before anything happened between you and her, live how you were living your life during that period and stay there in that frane of mind, no matter what she says or tries to do to convince you otherwise" ....just thought that was interesting cuz this is exactly what Kidd's been telling me, I gather it was a friendly reminder cuz I may have potentially been slippin.

This keeps happening more and more the gut feeling.

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"Simply put, you being in her life is a BLESSING. Her wronging you in any way is her own self-inflicted CURSE, and if she does wrong you, then let the punishment fit the crime. Her life will absolutely SUCK without you."

That's almost exactly what I've thinking yesterday

That's great.

One thing that might have triggered it as well was my worry that I was heading down symp territory, which I haven't so far, essentially I never really have anything to worry about but I think too much sometimes.

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"Simply put, you being in her life is a BLESSING. Her wronging you in any way is her own self-inflicted CURSE, and if she does wrong you, then let the punishment fit the crime. Her life will absolutely SUCK without you."

Listen to and trust your gut.

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.

ALWAYS...

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EVERYTHING in life is conditional...EVERYTHING.

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Duly noted guys.

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"Simply put, you being in her life is a BLESSING. Her wronging you in any way is her own self-inflicted CURSE, and if she does wrong you, then let the punishment fit the crime. Her life will absolutely SUCK without you."