Thanks for the replies. Kidd, I'm not asking you to hold my hand. Was simply interested to know your personal journey. Thought I might gain some inspiration from it or techniques you used for self-realization. Just want to add I have read a lot of this forum. Several pages worth of both the Treasure Chest and Kiddz Corner. That's what I meant when I said there was a lot of material.
But I did have some interesting thoughts today and a possible way to really access any demons I've got lurking around. Will post for some thoughts at some point tonight.
Also contemplating the idea of doing my own subliminals. That way I know what's going into my mind. And creating my own useful visualisations.
If you read what they already told you,
you would know how this gentleman is in the place where we like to be.
@subliminals:
I experimented with that shit, just gonna share what I've got. No significant changes.
Do the inner work instead, it works better and it's not a bandaid solution. Because IT'S WORK.