so she saw me yesterday:
Sniper, why aren't you talking to me?
Me: well last two times you saw me you ignored me....
Her: I didn't notice you I'm sorry
(yea right....)
Me: oh really? maybe you should get some
Her:
and walks away....
Now this story might not be a big deal but I'll explain:
I'm in the place now where I really don't give a shit (it's not like in the past in the PUA world- when I used to 'pretend' I don't give a shit- but I was not feeling it inside...)
Now I get to be the cold bitch and I like it
*I'm not totally indifferent yet but my indifference levels are going up all the time*
@Alchemist
I don't want to have sex with this woman anyway. And yea I still have some anger - but so what?
When I was young they have been doing this shit to me all the time and they didn't care...
yes I know anger doesn't serve me- but letting go is a process. And it's not like I'm going around trying to be the cold bitch, but if and when it happens: yes, I enjoy it
it feels good to be on the other side...