he knew what was going on outside (environmental factors) and most importantly, He knew what was going on inside. why he Wanted sex (on a psyche level)
you don't want to get depressed over sex, you are making it too important. if you let that feeling take you over, you may start simping/relapse just to get your dick wet.
"a good pimp can cut his swipe off and still pimp his ass off"
Excellent, Prodigy...most excellent indeed.
Once I made peace with all of that, I just threw myself into my work, working out and hobbies. I actually began to be satisfied just knowing that I
knew that they were jocking me, regardless how subtle...just knowing that I was desired was enough to keep me going. As my mindset continued to evolve, I went from "She's jocking me....why won't she let me fuck?!?" to "She's jocking me...sucks to be her knowing she wants to fuck me so bad but won't give in for bullshit societal reasons...her loss."
Here's a short story...the culmination of all of this and what gave me a crash course on the time factor. When I was about 2 weeks out from leaving Korea, it was like every bitch on post knew it. I had so much pussy thrown at me it was ridiculous! If I was anyone else, I would have been fucking my ass off...but not me. I derived more joy from shutting those trifling bitches down...these same bitches had been high posting on me for the last year...but the minute I'm about to leave all of a sudden they want to fuck me sooooo bad?
I denied EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM...and I got on that plane laughing my ASS OFF.
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EVERYTHING in life is conditional...
EVERYTHING.
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