This here brings up so many points, I have these women who are cool and saying that the right girl will come and I will be happily married.
I told them that isn't happening, first of all I value my me time second of all I think seeing the same face day in and day out would eventually cause me to resent her.
And third there just too many other fine ladies out there to settle down with just 1 that I want to have good experiences with.
I was living with my family up until 2 years ago I hated them with every fiber of my being because I was with them so long, full of crazy druggies bad ass kids.
It upsets me the negativity I experience withthem each day of my life, if they were to die I definitely share the same sentiments as the kidd I wouldn't flinch considering I already lost my mother and considering it for her it was like she has been freed from this plane of suffering.
I need to be stronger so I don't ever have to rely on any one else ever again Rion did teach some good stuff interdependene is key to having good friends. But being independent is a great starting point we will break the mold here I can feel it